I may just end up being one of the lucky ones but like everyone else there is much waiting in truly knowing where you stand in your full diagnosis. March 9th I will have surgery where the surgeon will do a large excision and a sentinel lymph node biopsy and if I am lucky, that will be the last of it...the melanoma will have been eradicated. I will know one week to ten days following the surgery.
There is a post for each day since Feb. 15th.
From where I am, it's a "circus" of emotions, all over the map and the "c" word is everything you never wanted to feel.
I like that, a "circus" of emotions.
It's real.
Cold bites at my feet, I shiver.
Everyone is near, but I feel alone.
Sorrow calls again.
There must be a mistake, because this doesn't feel real.
My son is right, Cancer is a bitch.
Everyone is near, but I feel alone.
Sorrow calls again.
There must be a mistake, because this doesn't feel real.
My son is right, Cancer is a bitch.
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